For You...

betrayal

my heart is weeping, but my eyes are out of tears
my mind is screaming, but my lungs are out of air
after all that you said and all that you did,
how is it that you can just walk away?
guilt-free --
hands clean --
unscathed --
how is it that i'm left here?
bearing both of our scars --
blood on my hands --
shellshocked --
everytime i begin to think i'm okay
i hear your praises and it throws me to the ground
cold --
lost --
alone --
i don't need to hear it
i don't need the reminder
i already knew
knew you. knew me.
and i wish i could forget
because you are no longer you
and i --
i've already gone.